I'm not in pain at all now, I was though, I was 99% disabled in a wheel chair, unbareable hip pain 24/7. I was on Hydromorphone + fentanyl patches at the end. Then I had my 2nd hip replaced and that pain disappeared
I had my leg broke at only 10mph in a motorcycle accident ( Lady turned left in an intersection ) I went over the hood broken tib/fib left leg.
As a kid (22) I was on a 900 Kawasaki going way too fast, took a corner 60mph ish went down on some gravel, my rear wheel slammed into a parked cars front wheel, laying sideways, I bounced off that did a whole shit load of 360's down the road and thump into a telephone pole I crashed, flashing blue and red lights with sirens following me. What can I say...I fked up. no bone breaks but the road and gravel did a job on me and that sudden stop knocked me loopy almost out.....I thought I was dead...smoke and dust with wailing sounds and flashing lights...like a fking dream world..... I should have stopped when they asked me to but oh no I got a fast fkin bike, I'm young, I'm stupid, off I go.....Got me a couple of years for that one.
I've recovered well though and I hope you can find some relief too, I've found happiness in my old age and pot is a big part of that.