the secret of the human condition

[hyde]

Misspoken

All have equal opportunity

Not all priests

Churches

Bad

It's up to interpretation

The you in the ewe

 

[hyde]

Never better

I don't know what I'm asking

For

I want to work together

I'm not for certain

I know u guys r who I need u to b

It's my interpretation

And momz has my back

Ummm

The observations I've made

I suspect I'm meant to teach

I believe it may b about the balance

Of multi

Across infinite platforms

Into healing

Not just pot

All I know is

I feel like I've been staffing

Watching

Training all my life for tomorrow

N momz too

I ...

Momz thinks we might need to go to Washington in the coming weeks

She's escorting me to my family

I feel you're meant to b a part of it

I feel I'm going to need u

That your wants and needs

Will define you

They will align

Because

I think I'm meant to exploit our relationships

Symbiotically

I've always admired You people

and I learned not to call til I need

Want and need align for me

Today

I'm just not there yet

If u find it intriguing

I will return

When I know it is

What we need

It won't even b a question

Just need to figure it out

I'll tell u a secret

Momz freaked out

Said my eyes changed color

When she said I was sayin something I forget, now

It intrigued me

But

Didn't surprise me

That I'm aware of

She never seen it before

We're in shade... ain't like a light flickered

 

[hyde]

I began seeing millions missing from shelves

I began seeing efficiencies everywhere

I think we're meant to teach people

How to feel better

The extreme nuances

My next experiment

U know yourselves better than I do

I need to learn more

But I want to work together

I have a feeling

We'll all love what we choose

Thanks for showing up fellas

I'm learning

I need to chose my words more carefully

And

When to listen

When to b quite

 

[Aqua Man]

Never better

I don't know what I'm asking

For

I want to work together

I'm not for certain

I know u guys r who I need u to b

It's my interpretation

And momz has my back

Ummm

The observations I've made

I suspect I'm meant to teach

I believe it may b about the balance

Of multi

Across infinite platforms

Into healing

Not just pot

All I know is

I feel like I've been staffing

Watching

Training all my life for tomorrow

N momz too

I ...

Momz thinks we might need to go to Washington in the coming weeks

She's escorting me to my family

I feel you're meant to b a part of it

I feel I'm going to need u

That your wants and needs

Will define you

They will align

Because

I think I'm meant to exploit our relationships

Symbiotically

I've always admired You people

and I learned not to call til I need

Want and need align for me

Today

I'm just not there yet

If u find it intriguing

I will return

When I know it is

What we need

It won't even b a question

Just need to figure it out

I'll tell u a secret

Momz freaked out

Said my eyes changed color

When she said I was sayin something I forget, now

It intrigued me

But

Didn't surprise me

That I'm aware of

She never seen it before

We're in shade... ain't like a light flickered

Much love bro. You spend lots of time helping others albeit in a sort of cryptic language. Definitely eccentric but well intentioned and informed taking on many posts that slip by others and always digging for more info to help others. Just have to keep it within the lines bro

 

[hyde]

There r interpretations

From my background

Doesn't make it so

It was my interpretation

Because I enjoy my vices

And knew plenty of hookerz

 

[hyde]

Much love bro. You spend lots of time helping others albeit in a sort of cryptic language. Definitely eccentric but well intentioned and informed taking on many posts that slip by others and always digging for more info to help others. Just have to keep it within the lines bro

I'm learning

I'm just retarded

I'm goin to head into cosolvents and transdermal delivery

The nuances I've observed

If I can do it

Even if it's what their transdermal uses already

It's removing n blocking more filters

So...

It's a balance

It may b efficient

But it's Also more .... let's say dangerous for simplicity

Serum albumin

Dmso

Etc

I suspect

They may b later iterations

Lots of reading

Lots of minds to borrow

To not read redundancy

Get chapter n page with a few questions

N then have more direction

In where to go next

Carefully


I find

I abandon with new direction

Sorry I'm distracted

N don't dismiss

I find myself returning for exploitation

Of something I considered

Dead end

Becomes exploitable

And I return, to further exploit

When I better comprehend

For now

Suggestion

If u buy flower

The gold

Is in the cheap overlooked shake

Odds r

It's multi

Use less

Tailor to need

Sliding with an "indica" individual cultivar for chill

Sativa for speed of mind

And use cbd to adjust munchies

Height and duration

Works same way

Across the board

Just ratio

Based on the pulmonary

Liver

Kidneys

Etc

Becomes second nature

Quickly

If in 30yrs

It cures cancer

You'll have been takin the all

The entire time

 

[hyde]

Here's a good one

Leaves

Superfood

May have saved my hammy life

Turns out

Oft used for testing

I may need to put him down

He's twitching again

If the leaf does it again

He's diabetic n already lost use of rear tires

I just dunno how much weight to give a vet who lies

I'll have learned something from my teddy bear though

Life is priceless

And perhaps

If we bag pet food with our leaves

We can megadose superfood

And if it's found to mitigate leukemia

With better tech a decade from now

At least we didn't wait

And when vege oil breaks the chlorophyll bond

As it has entourage

Perhaps one day

Instead of jolly ranchers and needles

We can do better

Working together


Asked moms

How many parents have this conversation

With their kidz

 

[hyde]

She wanted me to agree with ten commandments

I forget stuff

So I go with 7 deadly n still can't remember

She's agreeable

And

I get to keep drinking n smoking

Told er again

Cause she said a year

3mo...

She's takin me to the patriarch

Of the fam

That's the latest

Pac now

Next couple weeks

Always wanted to park

When I flew over

It sounds absolutely gorgeous

 

[Akabudz]

All ways say what you believe brother. For most part I can see your words.
Planet is corrupt, pharmacy and the power is destroying us.

 

[hyde]

It's not a get to thing

She gets me



Rather sell the house than give up

What chills me

And



I enjoy

I'm finding

While I burn a forest of smokes a day

I'm seeing the welbutrin effect in the multi


Also found

A cure can ruin my fav buzz

So...

I'll have to c about putting the kybosh on that bullshyt

 

[hyde]

So g gets a lil hostile

Of entire marlboros burning to death

Without a kiss

Still like my pacifiers...

 

[hyde]

Forgot about a mild muscle relaxer

I'm going to assume she found the key

Lots of empty bottles

Can't remember if I saved em so I wouldn't risk car theft or what

Regardless

5 bottles of random whatever

If the doc or pandora

Open a box

 

[hyde]

I'll trash em later

Turns out

I grow pot

I wouldn't require a bottle to tell me

Pot can do that

 

[hyde]

Too many muscle relaxers

Same destination

 

[hyde]

I sorta figure

He'll taper or cut off

Next wk

If he does it

I'll have em chucked in appropriate fashion

 

[hyde]

Thanks for coming fellas

I thought today was the company meeting



Oops

 

[hyde]

If ur momz tells u

Jesus loved to party

I suppose you'll just have to take her word for it

Bet there was strippers booze n pot

At the last supper

I bet it was a lot of laughs

And

A night to remember

 

[hyde]

Eod report

Pushed me around

Threatened suicide

Again

Scene two

Won't sleep in guest room

Pushing no bueno

Please stop

Alas!

Sanity, appears!

C

Not an addict

Demands 30 days

Scene 3. Grabs butcher block

Threatens to kill with a hinkle block

U know

If they take that as evidence

I'm out $150

How long is the return policy for a closed bb&b good for¿


Naturally

I grabbed my new phones

N told er

Baby

Ur an addict


Scene 3

Her favorite butcher knife

Personally, I just liked the steak set

I like chateaubriand

It's so tender

U kn6

Told er

Baby

There's nothing u can take from me

I wouldn't give u

I'm not sure

But I thought I saw a butcher knife

Near l5s1

I wasn't too concerned cause it's a prosthetic

Til she got mildy irritable when I went with sign language

I was laughing

U know

The last cap had gog in it so obviously

...

U know

I figured if she's not an addict

Perhaps she's gone native on me

So I make the peace n feathers sign

N say, "ahh wawawa ahh wawawa"

u know

Maybe I'm crazy

But it wasn't cool

She woulemme grab my bud n bong

I'm wondering y

O...

Nm...

I forget stuff

All the time



I was thinking, quietly, on the back nine

Cause I'm cheap and I already paid frontier

Note: remember bud

Next time opioid opioid non addiction rears their ugly head

And um

Since I just bet my home

On her word n lost

Ummm

Can someone near az

Smoke me out

My back. Is a lil sore

I need to speak to Dow Corning

About their warranty

I'm thinking kevlar

May b bullit proof

What kinda knives do they prefer¿

 

[hyde]

Maybe it was the reverse psychology

I'm thinking it's flawed

When I started jerking off to the woman n my bed

And asked

Was it something I said

Maybe levity

Wasn't my best idea

Should've grabbed paraphernalia n bud

Soon as she threatened the fuzz again

I knew

She knew

She ain't involved

It didn't go well when I mentioned her handing moms cash for a lol local color

So to speak

Violated the three states she's hair licensed in's laws about prostitution

Underqualified my ass...

I knew I should've grabbed some weed

Mother tucker!

I should've planned ahead

Apparently

She feels

The backup burner I bought

Belongs to her

Or I think she'd have chosen the fillet knife

So I won't miss it

When I'm dead

Otherwise

I might consider using for permanent legit opioid damage

But we just let me off for 50k deaths a year

Plus the boyfriends who count as domestic violence victims

Otherwise

Erin brockovich's law firm

Could go for future earnings

But um

What diff does murder at 200mi make

When I can't manage paperwork

Dead

Or alive

I would've thought the penalty for the lawsuit would've been higher

Good thing they're publically traded

Or they'd really b screwed

Him

Where to get free wifi n watch over my non addict chief



I figure honestly is the best policy

I did specifically ask her

Whether my chief was happy

This morning bout 0700

She said she was

I rarely risk that question

Just planning ahead

So I said

Because if you're not

I'd like to know

I wouldn't want u using me


Couldn't believe she was weird about my second new burner

When she said she wouldn't leave

I mean

How long am I supposed to keep the lights on

The propane should run out, tomorrow

I mentioned to moms

She wanted to pay on shit I said I got covered

Hope she can swing that n her child support arrears

When u get arrested for prostitution

They kinda get on ur ass

N expect u to enjoy the ride to prison

As much as the Male driver likes road head

She'll b stressed

Wonder who took my smokes

Good thing I left pot n capsules

Dunno how she'll make it to cali

Without this

...

For her pain doc appointment to refill

She takes too many

It won't b a good thing

Then what¿

Multi strain capsules?


I'm in no hurry for her to make sure I got the point

I figure

She lied

Integrity matters

Somehow

I don't think she'll b calling

Know what I mean

She was borrowing this burner

So I could b sure

I didn't just spend every Penny I had

On an opiod addict


It ain't personal

I'm going to see my lovely g, again

I've missed her all these years

Don't mind me

I'm just koko

Legit pain docs

Wouldn't ever refill

An addict

Just ur typical chick

I like my freaks



She's worth my every breath

Just not the guinsu

Or I'd really b fucked

Least it has a lifetime warranty

Two



Apparently

It's not Saturday

I was just proving my point

They get distracted, when they correct u

Y argue with an addict

When u laugh

Opioids make people

Psychotic

And psychopaths

When u twirl their noodle

How long should I love her

Do u think


Yeah

I'm not that guy

If she's leaving

Anyway

I should've stayed

To listen better

So I'd get her point

 

[hyde]

It's not any msg to or from me

Told me just this morning

How happy she was...

Thanks opioids

Tell ya already

15 yrs...

Thank

Pain doc