KLight03
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Interesting. My mother thought I was born from rape, too. Not looking for empathy, just drawing the correlation.Any and all help is appreciated. Truly.
And in all honesty, I'm really just needing someone to talk to. So thank you.
Yes, she has her gal bladder still. She is 46 years old, mixed race European, adopted, born from rape, been to Hoffman, had an abortion at age 16 from first sexual experience.
If we are really talking about trauma, and what lies within, that's the mix of it.
At this point I just wont give her name or location for safety reasons. But anything I can give to be of help.
Not sure how to achieve it, but she needs to be where she is, since being in hospital will cause it own triggers, but the end goal is to get her home stable. A thing to ask your Self is, how will you react if she becomes separated from her Self again? Figure that out first, then continue the journey. The problem is, she needs care, but would heal better at home. Once you sort your Self out (ask yourself the hard questions), then you can move forward. What does this trigger in you? (I'm not asking you to tell me this, this is for you to do) Then react from that. Make sense? I am not meaning to sound cold, but this is a mental journey for you both. She's in the best place for care that she can be right now, with the end goal being to get her out of where she is so she can recover in a better place. I can't remember who it was quite a few pages back, but he/she mentioned the Kundalini.
Apologies if I'm not making sense now. I've had a migraine for days and my eyes and brain are tired. Also, just know if she's menopausal, that will also cause it's own allergic reactions, which most Western medicine doesn't know a damn thing about. Exacerbated pain symptoms, weird reactions come out. I'm now allergic to Amoxicillin, never been anaphylactic to anything in my life, no known allergies, etc. Now all the things.
I believe you are both going to be okay. I think your edible just happened to push open a door that was already open. How long have you been married?