Wife down, Need Help!!!

[Madbud]

Follow the suggestions of Dan Akroyd on a very old SNL skit. Someone was losing it on acid and he said to turn the lights down and put the Alman Brothers on the record player (Pre CD and digital era).

For some maybe, Dead, Stones,Beatles for others but this Baby Channel is so cool, and Ashley Cramer is nuts!

 

[1diesel1]

Follow the suggestions of Dan Akroyd on a very old SNL skit. Someone was losing it on acid and he said to turn the lights down and put the Alman Brothers on the record player (Pre CD and digital era).

Great full dead,

 

[Madbud]

Took this to the edge of the universe and back at a party once, i swear a group of us took the exact same trip that night.

 

[Growing_Garbage]

Sooo did you guys make it home? I too have a wifey that is bi-polar borderline personality disorder and is always struggling to get meds right. Sometimes she's takes a break from meds and we go on a 'trip' like once a year, wether its 100mg or some mushies.
Its gotten real weird before though, like we can be on a great trip to the moon then she gets lost and doesn't come back for a scary long time. This really makes me concerned for doing that again. Especially when her regular meds give her dehydration and constipation.
Might have to have her read thru this, so she can maybe have some memory of it if she falls out of orbit. Good luck buddy and be careful with those edible creations.

 

[mancorn]

Follow the suggestions of Dan Akroyd on a very old SNL skit. Someone was losing it on acid and he said to turn the lights down and put the Alman Brothers on the record player (Pre CD and digital era).

If I remember correctly what made this skit funny was that Akroyd was playing Jimmy Carter giving advice on a call-in line.

 

[Kraken.headz]

Great full dead,

What's the date on this? I'm hearing little "comes a time" teases. Very pretty

 

[KLight03]

Been trying for hours. She wont respond to me talking to her, and when I set the bottle down next to her, within 15 minutes its thrown on the ground.

The scary part is, I just went in to check on her (18hrs from ingestion), and she opened her eyes, stood up real fast, then forcefully tried to walk out into the living room, completely naked.

I held her for a moment, and laid her back down and boom, back to sleep. Not a single peep thought all that.

Anyone here into kabbalah? She is, and just prior to this happening was talking nonstop about an "awakening".

I'm a straight shooter, not much unravels me. But I'm on my 2nd clonazepam today mitigating anxiety.

Literally all that was consumed was eight 15mg gummies over 2 hours. We've done 4 gummies at once, dozens of times. She is also on her period, no idea if that matters.

Only thing that comes to mind is somehow she had an OD(too much, not true od) and may be experiencing mild psychosis?

Her eyes seemed to look completely normal tho.

Catching up, trying to get to the part where she wakes up, but had to stop and say: Yes, period matters. Less is more, especially around that time. Sounds like she maybe got some that wasn't mixed up well enough? Sounds like y'all are pros, probably not, but also, what meds is she on. If any grapefruit warning scripts, there is your problem.

 

[KLight03]

Not unheard of for the odd gummy to be hot, especially in a homemade mix. Happened to me years ago before I started emulsifying with lecithin. Most caps were a similar buzz but a buddy got one that sent him to the moon and I had a couple really strong ones also.

But I also think those are pretty high doses you guys are doing.. I can do 50-60 mg maybe before i start getting too high. It's a very fine line between feeling great and feeling terrible on edibles for me.. 50mg might feel nice and heavy eyed, a bit drowsy and giggly. 60mg can make me go pale and sick, overthink everything and feel like I'm dying lol. 100mg would put me face down in bed too... Its a ligitimate psychadelic experience at that point.

I would love to know more about lecithin. It's supposed to be A-1 for my disease. Can you help?

 

[Kraken.headz]

Follow the suggestions of Dan Akroyd on a very old SNL skit. Someone was losing it on acid and he said to turn the lights down and put the Alman Brothers on the record player (Pre CD and digital era).

We tried this all the way back on page 2

 

[Dirtbag]

I would love to know more about lecithin. It's supposed to be A-1 for my disease. Can you help?

I dont know a ton about it other than it helps thc get absorbed and into the brain, and it helps emulsify the solution of oils and extracts. I use 1 Tbsp of sunflower lecithin added to 1 cup of Coconut oil and 11 grams of Cannabinoid extract. I heat it all to about 220 and stir it very, very, very well to make sure its evenly mixed. And stir it frequently when mixing caps also to keep it homogeneous.

 

[KLight03]

I dont know a ton about it other than it helps thc get absorbed and into the brain, and it helps emulsify the solution of oils and extracts. I use 1 Tbsp of sunflower lecithin added to 1 cup of Coconut oil and 11 grams of Cannabinoid extract. I heat it all to about 220 and stir it very, very, very well to make sure its evenly mixed. And stir it frequently when mixing caps also to keep it homogeneous.

Thank you! Saved.

 

[FamilyCanna]

UPDATE: 74 hours from ingestion.

Early this morning we were told that we would be needing to have one final psych eval to determine her state of mind. They said the Dr. Would be in around noon.

Currently its 7am, we've both been sleeping together in the cot, cuddling. She drank some juice (this was my last update).

My mom stopped by for several hours, roughly 8-12, we had a laugh, told stories, acted perfectly normal.

Cut to Noon - they tell us the Dr. Wants to observe her one more night, only in the mental health ward. This news was upsetting, but we pulled ourselves together.

I'm not allowed to be with her in the psych ward, visitation is at 730pm, it's currently 230pm and she is omitted into psych, we embrace each other, kiss, and agree to meet at 730.

I come home to take a shower, its 330pm, I get a call from the dr. At the psych ward, he tells me she is having trouble staying focused when asked to read and sign some forms to keep her for the weekend to observe her, so he asks me to return to assist. The alternative is a court order which takes 7 days to process. Best to sign that paper.

4pm I return - she is very distrusting of all the paperwork and white people telling her to sign here and everything will be ok. I dont blame her, this is scary.

After I speak with her, she understands and trusts me, and signs the paper. We embrace, say we love each other deeply, and off she goes into the ward.

730pm - I arrive for evening visitation. I brought her some comforts from home. She is distraught, scared, and ashamed, all valid feelings, and lucid.

8pm - Nurse comes in to have her sign more paperwork acknowledging she would be staying the weeknd and discharging Monday. This immediately triggers her. Her facial expression turned to confusion, and she was unable to process what the paper was saying, or hand the paper back to revisit later. The nurse suggests we take a walk thru the ward.

The Ugly - as we walk through the ward, she becomes rapidly disoriented and detached. Often stopping to carres my face and smile, then go blank and stare into space. Then the worst happened.... I saw her look past my shoulder down the hall, there was a large well-lit door with EXIT above..... she turned into a hybrid of Mike Tyson and Usain Bolt. It took every bit of my strength to hold her.

4 large nurses and 2 security guards immediately intervene, one escorts me out the door. As the door closes, I see her take all 6 grown men to the ground, jump up, and as the door clicked closed, she crashed through it like the Koolaid man.

Even more immediately, she was dogpiled by all staff.

They escorted me to a room and calmed me down. Assured me she was safe, and told me to call shortly to check up.

I called at 9pm, and they gave her a sedative and anti-psychotic and she is sleeping like a drunk baby. Hopefully this one resets her a little.

What scares me is she hasn't eaten in almost 4 days now, and no one seems to be interested by that at all. Perhaps they know better than I.

For know gents, I will be eating the rest of my granny's xannys and going to bed. I am having trouble coping with all of this. My best friend and love of my life is in a really bad place, and I cant be with her and hold her.

Prayers my friends. Prayers would be much appreciated.

 

[KLight03]

Observations:

1. Her body odor is unlike anything I've ever smelled. It clearly smells like some rank weed.

2. When you ingest cannabis, it immediately gets treated like a poison by your body. Your liver and kidneys go into overdrive, trying to flush it out physically as much as possible.
(Note: she had been dehydrated and constipated for 2 days)

3. When the liver and kidneys aren't doing a good enough job, the THC is forced into the fat cells of the body, where they bind and break down extremely slowly, like weeks slow.

4. Your body recognizes this, and induces a fever, full on sweating to purge out the THC.

5. This has adverse effects, as being dehydrated and then inducing exodus of body fluids is a double whammy, not to mention the now mobile THC making it's way back to the brain.

So glad to hear she came back and that you got her the help she needed. I was riding this whole story by the seat of my pants, only because of my former vocation.

Coming from the medical side of my brain:
Things to keep in mind for the future, for any of you males out there...yes, women have lower tolerances for alcohol, prescription drug, even certain foods during this time. It sucks, I've had similar reactions, taking a toke, but I am not normal in that I'm always asking for feedback when I take anything. Also, it wasn't as extreme. I thought I had read your wife has liver trouble? If so, no good for ingesting THC orally, it will create an abnormal chemical. If she partakes in the future, cut it in half during sharkweek. My hubs takes cardiac meds that carry a grapefruit warning, so that's a negative on cannabis period. THC is a blood thinner, just like tobacco. Oddly, both will kill him, but keep me alive.

Coming from the spiritual side of my brain:
Many women are going through a spiritual transition right now, the world over. We just aren't talking about it to anyone. If you read in the news, our Earth Mother has taken on a second moon, if that tells you anything. (Whether or not it's temporary is a question; other planets have more than one moon, so why not ours?) Her yelling about Alpha and Omega is a very real thing, though it sounds unfamiliar and mentally unsound to those who aren't inclined to understand. Sober people are talking about it in the spiritual world. Shamans, mystics, and most people who are spiritually inclined are going through some heavy transitions right now, which will make me sound mentally unsound if I start outlining the details of what I have learned. Once you are over the shock of what you have experienced, I believe you will start noticing what I'm talking about.

Very glad you took her to the hospital, all of that being said. My heart goes out to you both.

 

[KLight03]

UPDATE: 74 hours from ingestion.

Early this morning we were told that we would be needing to have one final psych eval to determine her state of mind. They said the Dr. Would be in around noon.

Currently its 7am, we've both been sleeping together in the cot, cuddling. She drank some juice (this was my last update).

My mom stopped by for several hours, roughly 8-12, we had a laugh, told stories, acted perfectly normal.

Cut to Noon - they tell us the Dr. Wants to observe her one more night, only in the mental health ward. This news was upsetting, but we pulled ourselves together.

I'm not allowed to be with her in the psych ward, visitation is at 730pm, it's currently 230pm and she is omitted into psych, we embrace each other, kiss, and agree to meet at 730.

I come home to take a shower, its 330pm, I get a call from the dr. At the psych ward, he tells me she is having trouble staying focused when asked to read and sign some forms to keep her for the weekend to observe her, so he asks me to return to assist. The alternative is a court order which takes 7 days to process. Best to sign that paper.

4pm I return - she is very distrusting of all the paperwork and white people telling her to sign here and everything will be ok. I dont blame her, this is scary.

After I speak with her, she understands and trusts me, and signs the paper. We embrace, say we love each other deeply, and off she goes into the ward.

730pm - I arrive for evening visitation. I brought her some comforts from home. She is distraught, scared, and ashamed, all valid feelings, and lucid.

8pm - Nurse comes in to have her sign more paperwork acknowledging she would be staying the weeknd and discharging Monday. This immediately triggers her. Her facial expression turned to confusion, and she was unable to process what the paper was saying, or hand the paper back to revisit later. The nurse suggests we take a walk thru the ward.

The Ugly - as we walk through the ward, she becomes rapidly disoriented and detached. Often stopping to carres my face and smile, then go blank and stare into space. Then the worst happened.... I saw her look past my shoulder down the hall, there was a large well-lit door with EXIT above..... she turned into a hybrid of Mike Tyson and Usain Bolt. It took every bit of my strength to hold her.

4 large nurses and 2 security guards immediately intervene, one escorts me out the door. As the door closes, I see her take all 6 grown men to the ground, jump up, and as the door clicked closed, she crashed through it like the Koolaid man.

Even more immediately, she was dogpiled by all staff.

They escorted me to a room and calmed me down. Assured me she was safe, and told me to call shortly to check up.

I called at 9pm, and they gave her a sedative and anti-psychotic and she is sleeping like a drunk baby. Hopefully this one resets her a little.

What scares me is she hasn't eaten in almost 4 days now, and no one seems to be interested by that at all. Perhaps they know better than I.

For know gents, I will be eating the rest of my granny's xannys and going to bed. I am having trouble coping with all of this. My best friend and love of my life is in a really bad place, and I cant be with her and hold her.

Prayers my friends. Prayers would be much appreciated.

Eating isn't a concern, drinking is. As long as that is happening, you are good. Are they absolutely positive something else isn't going on? I feel like something is happening in her abdomen. Has she mentioned if this has happened before?

 

[FamilyCanna]

So glad to hear she came back and that you got her the help she needed. I was riding this whole story by the seat of my pants, only because of my former vocation.

Coming from the medical side of my brain:
Things to keep in mind for the future, for any of you males out there...yes, women have lower tolerances for alcohol, prescription drug, even certain foods during this time. It sucks, I've had similar reactions, taking a toke, but I am not normal in that I'm always asking for feedback when I take anything. Also, it wasn't as extreme. I thought I had read your wife has liver trouble? If so, no good for ingesting THC orally, it will create an abnormal chemical. If she partakes in the future, cut it in half during sharkweek. My hubs takes cardiac meds that carry a grapefruit warning, so that's a negative on cannabis period. THC is a blood thinner, just like tobacco. Oddly, both will kill him, but keep me alive.

Coming from the spiritual side of my brain:
Many women are going through a spiritual transition right now, the world over. We just aren't talking about it to anyone. If you read in the news, our Earth Mother has taken on a second moon, if that tells you anything. (Whether or not it's temporary is a question; other planets have more than one moon, so why not ours?) Her yelling about Alpha and Omega is a very real thing, though it sounds unfamiliar and mentally unsound to those who aren't inclined to understand. Sober people are talking about it in the spiritual world. Shamans, mystics, and most people who are spiritually inclined are going through some heavy transitions right now, which will make me sound mentally unsound if I start outlining the details of what I have learned. Once you are over the shock of what you have experienced, I believe you will start noticing what I'm talking about.

Very glad you took her to the hospital, all of that being said. My heart goes out to you both.

Thank you for this, truly.

We are both very spiritual, she more than I. But she has just been practicing longer.

We follow the church of Self-Realization, and she is 100% effected by astrological events. I thought it was pure BS when I first met her, but I've seen things now that I cannot explain to someone who has never experienced true magic.

I brought her a copy of the Bhagavad Ghita, as well as Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramahansa Yogananda.
She lives by these book, they are her rock, her center.

When I showed her brought them, she recoiled and couldn't bear to see the masters face on the cover of the book.

Unnerving to say the least

 

[FamilyCanna]

Eating isn't a concern, drinking is. As long as that is happening, you are good. Are they absolutely positive something else isn't going on? I feel like something is happening in her abdomen. Has she mentioned if this has happened before?

Zero negative history, shes literally a perfect physical specimen. Perfect shape, perfect health, and aside from this experience - 100% rockstar.

She takes zero meds, even turns down advil during migraines.

Unless they are deliberately not telling me something (which is illegal considering I'm now the guardian), she is in perfect health. She pooped a poop bigger than I ever have in my life, and it smelled like hell itself. And has been drinking loads and peeing frequently enough to be normal.

Her med sheets say "Cannabinoid Induced Psychosis".

 

[KLight03]

Thank you for this, truly.

We are both very spiritual, she more than I. But she has just been practicing longer.

We follow the church of Self-Realization, and she is 100% effected by astrological events. I thought it was pure BS when I first met her, but I've seen things now that I cannot explain to someone who has never experienced true magic.

I brought her a copy of the Bhagavad Ghita, as well as Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramahansa Yogananda.
She lives by these book, they are her rock, her center.

When I showed her brought them, she recoiled and couldn't bear to see the masters face on the cover of the book.

Unnerving to say the least

Yes, because the Ascended Masters have changed. There has been a shift. If you are both very spiritual, if I were you try to find her on the plane you co-create together. She may be in "school" for preparation. There are many right now, mostly women. It's as if people are being sorted like Harry Potter. Have you noticed people who were previously "asleep" are waking up suddenly? I don't mention this to you to sound as if I'm not taking in the severity of what she is going through. I'm probably like you in that I would want her to be safe, but also at home where things are more familiar.

Also, she is in an unnerving place full of uncontrolled life energy, right? I'd be afraid, too. Matter of fact, any time I had to go pick up someone there, I would have to steel myself before I went in. You are nervous because you are apart from her, while trying to control that nervous energy (I commend you for holding that vibration, but you have to let it out in a controlled environment and I hope you have had the opportunity). We have to allow her that and realize that she won't act "normal" in an abnormal place. I'd be looking for my first out, too. I would be interested to see if they would be willing for a home visit or outpatient to get a better handle on a "new" normal or just a reaction. It's multi-faceted, for sure.

 

[KLight03]

Zero negative history, shes literally a perfect physical specimen. Perfect shape, perfect health, and aside from this experience - 100% rockstar.

She takes zero meds, even turns down advil during migraines.

Unless they are deliberately not telling me something (which is illegal considering I'm now the guardian), she is in perfect health. She pooped a poop bigger than I ever have in my life, and it smelled like hell itself. And has been drinking loads and peeing frequently enough to be normal.

Her med sheets say "Cannabinoid Induced Psychosis".

Thank you for your patience with my saying this as I'm not negating the importance of medical care, especially for mental illness. Does she have a gallbladder?

 

[FamilyCanna]

Thank you for your patience with my saying this as I'm not negating the importance of medical care, especially for mental illness. Does she have a gallbladder?

Any and all help is appreciated. Truly.

And in all honesty, I'm really just needing someone to talk to. So thank you.

Yes, she has her gal bladder still. She is 46 years old, mixed race European, adopted, born from rape, been to Hoffman, had an abortion at age 16 from first sexual experience.

If we are really talking about trauma, and what lies within, that's the mix of it.

At this point I just wont give her name or location for safety reasons. But anything I can give to be of help.

 

[FamilyCanna]

It should be noted: She's been very, very successful in her career and lifestyle.

For a long time (25-late 30s) she traveled the world living a very high profile life, all the while partying her ass off and trying to breakthrough. Well all roads lead to Rome, and eventually you realize the substances are a darkness on purity, so for 7 + years shes been sober and extremely healthy. She only supports cannabis and psilocybin in clinical forms.

All that being said, if anyone has "pro" on a nametag, that's her.

Myself, I have a similar background, kinda. I've been in cannabiz for close to 16 years, and have hit a few milestones. I don't claim to be a pro, but others might.

That's the profile on us, healthy, happy, madly in love. Each day we literally give grace to each other.