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Interesting. My mother thought I was born from rape, too. Not looking for empathy, just drawing the correlation.Any and all help is appreciated. Truly.
And in all honesty, I'm really just needing someone to talk to. So thank you.
Yes, she has her gal bladder still. She is 46 years old, mixed race European, adopted, born from rape, been to Hoffman, had an abortion at age 16 from first sexual experience.
If we are really talking about trauma, and what lies within, that's the mix of it.
At this point I just wont give her name or location for safety reasons. But anything I can give to be of help.
All of us should be drinking more reiki infused water. :) Dehydration can make things extra wacky for up to a week. It's also important to keep things like pedialyte on hand, or if you like Gatorade, make it more water than ade (too much salt causes the opposite reaction). Menopause brings all the changes, unrepressed emotions, things left in the "closet", running into a friend you had a fight with years ago, etc. If you are spiritually inclined, you have to go through a death to continue life. In order to help her, you and your family have to be okay, too, mentally. Not looking at her like she's going to have a mental breakdown every time she gets upset, etc. I'm willing to venture that she has had one of these episodes before. I hope that you can both come to a place where you can talk about it and work through it. You are how old? If early 30s, you are going through a life transition, too. Shedding skins is never easy.We've been married 3 years. Married 3 times. Once legally by the state of California, once spiritually by a shaman in Costa Rica, and once this past solstice. Each 1 year apart.
I understand what you're saying entirely in regards to kundalini, yes she very knowledged on it, but no she does not practice it. She meditates deeply daily, and we both do yoga each morning. Just recently with this "period cycle" she has been super emotional but in a spiritual way, writing down how it's all connected, and shes discovered a huge secret, hidden from the masses, known by few. Then boom, this happens.
In regards to her wellbeing, as terrified as I am, I know that where she is, is the safest possible place. We dont have anything to calm her down other than duct tape and a blanket if she goes crazy. PLUS we have a sick elderly grandma living with us. So many no no no no no's.
If she were to be home, have an episode and run into the night, naked, she would be dead within an hour from the cold. And all we would have is a set of footprints in the snow. That's what went thru my mind when I made the decision to call the ambulance yesterday morning.
I'm scared, but I'm realistic in knowing that today she was better than yesterday, and yesterday better than the prior.
You talk like she does. It calms me.All of us should be drinking more reiki infused water. :) Dehydration can make things extra wacky for up to a week. It's also important to keep things like pedialyte on hand, or if you like Gatorade, make it more water than ade (too much salt causes the opposite reaction). Menopause brings all the changes, unrepressed emotions, things left in the "closet", running into a friend you had a fight with years ago, etc. If you are spiritually inclined, you have to go through a death to continue life. In order to help her, you and your family have to be okay, too, mentally. Not looking at her like she's going to have a mental breakdown every time she gets upset, etc. I'm willing to venture that she has had one of these episodes before. I hope that you can both come to a place where you can talk about it and work through it. You are how old? If early 30s, you are going through a life transition, too. Shedding skins is never easy.
A word of advice? Change your vocabulary. We all go through things in life that can deem us "crazy." A dark night of the soul is a dark night of the soul, we all go through it and if a person hasn't, then they will one day. Attaching negative labels won't help her. She's experiencing something y'all are unfamiliar with. Make sense?
Yeah, too much straight water isn't good for us, either. It's what happens when people end up in the hospital from Ecstasy. All water, no salt. Our bodies (skeletons) are built on calcium salts. If there is no balance, down you go, then all the cells have to work extra hard to create them from an emergency situation, which takes some time. Our bodies WANT to heal themselves, sometimes we just need to shut down to do so, after we have ignored the signs for a bit. I'm sure she experienced something that she ignored. We are like that, "Oh, that's just, blah, blah, blah.. I'll be fine."You talk like she does. It calms me.
Yes, I turn 31 in april. You could easily guess now that she's a capricorn.
You're right, my vocab will change and so will my attitude towards this.
The dehydration thing is huge, I know she was hospitalized when she was a child for dehydration. She always over hydrates, always. But these past 4 days, just 1 IV drip and 2 juices and a water.
Just reminded me of 1996, Martin Lawrence ran into traffic in broad daylight screaming at traffic, then fought 4 cops until they restrained him and hospitalized him. Turns out he was sleep deprived and extremely dehydrated and missed a med.
Not unfamiliar...
I'm happy to hear that things are heading in the right direction. It's a great feeling when you get good news from Drs. When I had my heart attack, the told my wife that IF I survived, I would have major brain damage. Needless to say, I was the exception but my wife cried tears of joy when I opened my eyes after 2 weeks on life support. A very happy outcome for a very dire circumstance. You are feeling the joy as well with improvement and a more solid diagnosis that can be resolved.UPDATE:
Called and spoke with nurses, they said she woke up this morning and has been very afraid, but answered some questions. Then she withdrew and curled into the fetal position and pretended to be asleep and wouldn't respond.
The nurse said they were going to have a team meeting with all the doctors and staff who've seen her and determine what next.
UPDATE 2: Nurse called back and said the doctors and psychiatrists all agree that this is quote "99.999%" just cannabis induced psychosis, and she will just simply have to let it pass her system. They said considering her state and the scenario thus far, it could take a couple days. The important thing is they are checking on her every 15 minutes to make sure she is staying hydrated and safe.
The 2 dr.s onsite (who are amazing Indian dr.s) both told me that with everything they've been able to find out via toxicology, ct scans, urine tests, verbal exams, that this is extremely extremely unlikely to be a mental disorder onset.
This news made my entire family weep and embrace each other, I cannot explain how relieved I am.
I told the staff to pass the message along to tell her verbatim "you are loved, you are safe" these words are our bond, we live by them. The staff was extremely nice and complied.
They also told me as soon as she is moving around they will tell her to give me a call because I'm waiting to hear from her.
I've made over a million $$$ in cannabis, and I've never once considered it to be unsafe in any way at all.
My world has been turned upside down by this, and all I hope this thread can help someone make the best decision for a loved one if they experience this.
I made the right choice to call an ambulance. She very easily could've been dead by now had I not done that.
I concur. During my stint in the hospital, my brain put together a bunch of imagined as well as actual events and made it's own reality. During my ordeal, my memory of what I thought happened was that I went to Florida for Thanksgiving as well as for my wife to have a cosmetic procedure done. The Drs doing the procedure were oriental and were using black market anesthetics and were doing back alley surgery. I tried to warn her but they kept dosing me with medication to keep me from stopping them, although the medicine didn't last long.curious how the brain works.
I agree, we will for sure be going to regular appointments with healers and such.She need to be in therapy with a really good one. There are plenty who take a spiritual approach.
-guy with a background/education in psych
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