jipp
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That's dead on how I felt when I gave up the pills. Its like a demon in its final death throes giving all it has left to stay alive. Kill that bastard and move on bro. You got it all day. You crawled to help clinging to life before so clearly you ain't a quiter. Man up and finish the fight bro. We got growin to do! @jipp
problem is its not the pills or even the withdrawals talking.. its just logical.. if X does not work and Y sorta did.. you go back to Y. but i can not go back till July since i have a medical card the medical system seems to do all kind of bullshit . hah not even good meds but whatever, they think if you have a card you do not need a operation, and you deaf can not be on pills and weed at the same time.. they drug test you.. i hated that drug testing i do not miss that shit. it did nothing for the patient just for the doctor.. that is all it is. fucking assholes.
shrugs.. oh well. that is months away, if i go back on them i sure and hell am taking them to my grave hah. but sigh july so fucking far away..
dunno man pain is killing me. oh well, was my idea to get off something that kind work i guess, so ill deal for now.
and i must be a little bit better mood.. do not even feel like fucking bashing az commercial growers. hah. hell AZ MMJ admins.. you know what you need to do you pricks. get your shit together.. how can it be medical, if a doctor wont operate on you if you have a card, eh you fucking g reedy bastards, ohg yeah.. whats with the price in crease for the card ( 200.00 in July, and now its 240, and they want to increase it more etc i hear.. shrugs. it is a snowbird state got to get that old people money.. ).. huh, greedy fucks.. was suppose to go down not up.. oh.. im done.. im more mad at the system than the growers i guess. would be nice to find fire in a disp.. like take some pride in your shit for fuck sakes. and if you have a shit pheno ( sure your pheno may produce lots of bud, but if it lacks taste, smell, and the high sucks, who gives a fuck ).. cull that damn thing do not try to pass it off as meds.
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