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I was on Hydrocodone 15s for almost 10 years when we got into a traffic accident. I walked around with broken ribs for days nearly crying. I had quit the hydros cold turkey because I knew I had to care for @BionicKroniK when she came home from the hospital. The physical withdrawl alone was... there are no words.

We have both had to detox ourselves from the 'legal drugs'. It's not fun, it hurts and we understand. If you ever need to get it off your chest, DM either of us. Ladies feel free to DM @BionicKroniK and guys, We do get it and we do care.
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Yes guys you really do care! Apologies for my manic rants
 
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Past few weeks my ol lady has been giving me a hard time. She's an x needle user with hep c. Blockage in her liver has caused bile to build up in her causing psychosis. She started to believe I have cameras all over and I'm doing things to mess with her. Its so sad. I've been at my wits end you have no idea. I found kind people here who let me in. Let me rant and treated me kindly. You can learn to grow on lots of sites. The farm communities reached put and both touched and saved me. I been crying and everything the kindness here is unmatched. My opinion
 
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Withdrawal from methadone lasted over 170 days,a year to wean from 120 to 20mg btw...hard but the cannabis will make the difference. I was up to 250 pounds when I quit opiates. Passing out and couldn't read my bp. Those clinics aren't interested in you ever stopping..yo have to take charge and save your own life in my experience. There is no esoteric knowledge. Hard work and dedication to myself. This is who I am now and I'm good with me. I only wish I was stronger.
 
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How do I go about getting my wife off opiates ? Pain dr. Is about to insert a device in her back to deliver the shit directly in her spine. She wants and needs to try something, anything different. Pain dr. Says he'll cut her off all pain meds if she falls one of his drug tests. She has bad fibromyalgia, has gained 80 lbs. And been on ever increasing doses of opiates for literally 20 yrs.!!!! I don't know what to do to try and help her. Got any suggestions? Just seems like i need to find some medical professional that would be "on our side". Sorry to rant, we are desperate.
 
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Panhead59 said:
How do I go about getting my wife off opiates ? Pain dr. Is about to insert a device in her back to deliver the shit directly in her spine. She wants and needs to try something, anything different. Pain dr. Says he'll cut her off all pain meds if she falls one of his drug tests. She has bad fibromyalgia, has gained 80 lbs. And been on ever increasing doses of opiates for literally 20 yrs.!!!! I don't know what to do to try and help her. Got any suggestions? Just seems like i need to find some medical professional that would be "on our side". Sorry to rant, we are desperate.
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Investigate Ibogaine. Look at Ayahuasca also. Both have great track records with addiction but Ibogaine in particular is being used in the Netherlands to cure lifelong heroin addicts in a single session. With seriously high rates of success even years after. It's highly illegal, and usually you will need to connect with some sort of medicine circle to get hold of it in US/CAN/AUS etc. It's an intense ceremony over 24 hours that is facilitated usually by a large group in support of the patient. Well worth a look my friend.
 
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Also we need a new emoji choice that expresses love and not just 'I'm excited to see your buds'. It looks way too excited to be a response to genuine difficulties our fellow farmers are going through. I think you know which one I meant anyway...
 
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Tks. But then what ? Say she got off opiates, doctor "fires" her. What would options be for pain management? See, there's a million ?'s. That why i feel like i need a medical pro to guild us. There has to be thousands of people in this same scenario.
 
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Panhead59 said:
Tks. But then what ? Say she got off opiates, doctor "fires" her. What would options be for pain management? See, there's a million ?'s. That why i feel like i need a medical pro to guild us. There has to be thousands of people in this same scenario.
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The answers have a lot do with where you live. If you live in Australia or Canada or the UK there are lots of resources for both professional guidance and treatment programs, all paid for via the good citizens of your country. In the US most of it is privatised, branded and very much for profit. I also believe Ayahuasca and Ibogaine have helped people experience pain differently or see a new angle on it that reduces the need for medication (not minimising the extent of your beloved's pain btw - there's pain and then there's fibromyalgia pain). But these are the exact sort of thing people turn to this medicine for because they've tried everything. I encourage you to have a read online and watch some YouTube vids. Lots of info on there about the journey and the real hard numbers of what they are achieving in Holland. It's much the same in the US where they are treating cluster migraines and post war PTSD in a single dose with psilocybin. Sorry I can't offer more, but to encourage you to look and see if it gives an answer to any of those undoubtedly limitless questions.
 
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The answers have a lot do with where you live. If you live in Australia or Canada or the UK there are lots of resources for both professional guidance and treatment programs, all paid for via the good citizens of your country. In the US most of it is privatised, branded and very much for profit. I also believe Ayahuasca and Ibogaine have helped people experience pain differently or see a new angle on it that reduces the need for medication (not minimising the extent of your beloved's pain btw - there's pain and then there's fibromyalgia pain). But these are the exact sort of thing people turn to this medicine for because they've tried everything. I encourage you to have a read online and watch some YouTube vids. Lots of info on there about the journey and the real hard numbers of what they are achieving in Holland. It's much the same in the US where they are treating cluster migraines and post war PTSD in a single dose with psilocybin. Sorry I can't offer more, but to encourage you to look and see if it gives an answer to any of those undoubtedly limitless questions.
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The usa is fighting for its soul...its so depressing. They drug test you at community mental health centers here. At least Trump is gone.so embarrassing
 
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putting in jars today...trim jail on another...this is your thread too if you relate to me...I need the company!
 
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Any good seed sources would be appreciated. I use auto fem. Probably biggest expense outside of electric.
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I think you mentioned that you like to change up strains regularly. Might want to look at north atlantic seed . . . they stock a lot of small packs (1-3 seeds) and ship fast, 3-4 days to Illinois. I can't say much for their website, but I like doing business with them. My last order was just over $100 and I got 17 seeds in 8 strains counting free seeds. They stock several breeders some don't have the small packs but I usually order Barney's Farm and they stock a lot of smalls in both fem and auto.
 
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