Sounds like to me, your having a childish meltdown about not having your act together before seeing your healthcare provider.
It's bullshit like this that give cannabis a bad name. How to even respond to these kinds of post, this BS is unacceptable, and needs to be called out.
How about getting right in the head, so that your not planting things in places where people are easily taking them, instead? Using intelligence/stealth/keeping your mouth shut, instead of having to resort to violence because you threaten everyone, while bragging about your stash. I give you about a week lasting in the cannabis industry, with an attitude like that, as you'll soon be prison bound. ie. Brains < Brawn.