BKs Bean Popping & Chucking Adventure

[BogartAmungus]

Being autistic sucks. I wish I had the skills to better communicate my needs. Wouldn't be so frustrated if I could.

Got the babies in soil.

Mku is starting to yellow out abit. Pushing for a few more days.

Should see seeds mid this week. I did also write a note to oregon elite telling him about my firefly seeds.

It will be a g13 auto. For what I'm growing next.

Bad ASS brother!

 

[Deeznugs]

Being autistic sucks. I wish I had the skills to better communicate my needs. Wouldn't be so frustrated if I could.

Got the babies in soil.

Mku is starting to yellow out abit. Pushing for a few more days.

Should see seeds mid this week. I did also write a note to oregon elite telling him about my firefly seeds.

It will be a g13 auto. For what I'm growing next.

I tell my son "you have Autism" NOT "you are autistic" autism is one part of many who define yourself. Saying you are autistic labels yourself, you are more than just autistic... You are an awesome grower that I look up to and hopefully can someday be as good as you. Also you gave been gifted with empathy, something that is needed more in today's world. Seems like an ability more than a disability through my eyes.respect to you.

 

[MIMedGrower]

Being autistic sucks. I wish I had the skills to better communicate my needs. Wouldn't be so frustrated if I could.

Got the babies in soil.

Mku is starting to yellow out abit. Pushing for a few more days.

Should see seeds mid this week. I did also write a note to oregon elite telling him about my firefly seeds.

It will be a g13 auto. For what I'm growing next.

Looks great!

 

[bunkerking]

I tell my son "you have Autism" NOT "you are autistic" autism is one part of many who define yourself. Saying you are autistic labels yourself, you are more than just autistic... You are an awesome grower that I look up to and hopefully can someday be as good as you. Also you gave been gifted with empathy, something that is needed more in today's world. Seems like an ability more than a disability through my eyes.respect to you.

If its a gift. It comes with a heavy cost.

There are so many things in my life i do and have no idea why i do them.
Other than, if i dont... People get mad.

Like someone dropped off banana bread, and i thanked them in person.

Turns out that's not ok? I should have texted them after i ate it confirming it was good?

But i thanked them already, and I was going to just tell them in person next time?

They were going to not bring over any food after that because of me not sending that text?

I have no idea.

All i know is. If someone drops off food. Thank them in person, then just thank them again in a hour. Or they will get mad.

I just dont get why that was a problem.



On the other hand im a brilliant marketer - but i fuck up with people constantly.

I wish i didnt, and im super trying here. Sucks a lot* of people think your just kind of an asshole.

 

[bunkerking]

Really what just needs to happen is me going to speech therapy.

I just need health insurance 1st.

This will help me to have someone tell me why/what went wrong with convo's.
and to work on it. So i have skills to deal with these things.

 

[BogartAmungus]

If its a gift. It comes with a heavy cost.

There are so many things in my life i do and have no idea why i do them.
Other than, if i dont... People get mad.

Like someone dropped off banana bread, and i thanked them in person.

Turns out that's not ok? I should have texted them after i ate it confirming it was good?

But i thanked them already, and I was going to just tell them in person next time?

They were going to not bring over any food after that because of me not sending that text?

I have no idea.

All i know is. If someone drops off food. Thank them in person, then just thank them again in a hour. Or they will get mad.

I just dont get why that was a problem.



On the other hand im a brilliant marketer - but i fuck up with people constantly.

I wish i didnt, and im super trying here. Sucks a lot* of people think your just kind of an asshole.

TBH I don't see ANYTHING wrong with thanking them in person then telling how good it was later in person or text. They must be too uptight and expect too much IMO

 

[dire wolf]

Hey BK , i see the little guy is moving along now.....

 

[Kanzeon]

Been there, dude! Hang in there, it's part of the process of realizing the autism paradigm shifts. We communicate differently than neurotypical humans.

There are a bunch of videos here with some info that might help. And many more on youtube. Don't fall into the trap of thinking you're alone in this.

Asperger/Autism Network - AANE

Official YouTube Channel of the Asperger/Autism Network (AANE)

www.youtube.com

If you're a reader, I came across this article this morning and it's pretty great.

Where communication breaks down for people with autism

People on the spectrum often have subtle problems using language or making facial expressions. Pinpointing where those difficulties originate may help ease their social communication.

www.spectrumnews.org

Also your plants are looking awesome! Love the training method- you could likely do a stealth grow in an old dresser or something pretty easily.

 

[bunkerking]

Thanks everyone. I will try to re-read all of this soon. Just so mentally exhausted, want to ignore my health for a minute.



Here is abit of info about the auto ill be growing.

G14 from Fast Buds.

Lowryder x G13 HP

Around 0.9% CBD, High Teens for THC.

Max height: 3-4 feet.

Harvest: 2.5-8oz (Crazy if so)

Found a few other people that have grown out these. Pictures are not from me.

She looks like a winner. Saying its their best strain that will take abuse.

Lowryder is super stable from what i recall, its like the skunk #1 of autos.


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What i plan on doing is:

1 seed planted mid April.
1 photo clone set outdoors Late April.
1 seed planted June.
1 seed planted July.

Should get me a decent harvest over the summer and still stay within my counts.

 

[bunkerking]

Think we are 4 days into flushing with mku? Still got at-least another 3-4 days.

Appears to still be getting enough P K C MG, and its just eating up some stored N.

toxicity appears to have stopped.

 

[bunkerking]

Very soonz. Maybe 48 hours.

 

[bunkerking]

The babies are adapting to soil well. Likely helps I'm not watering them so often now that I know better with soil.

 

[bunkerking]

Oh I forgot about this. I got a reg freebie.

Dog trap is a old school purple strain from Washington state. Higher cbd. I thought it was dog shit based on the name....but it wasnt. Kind of sad but purple is yum.

Let's see if it a male, before I buy cs. Will be eaiser this way.

My buddy is gonna grow from two seeds and I'm gonna give him a cindy clone. So we have a decent chance at finding a male this summer still. 3 reg seeds. Let's roll the dice.

 

[bunkerking]

Maybe I should reduce the hours to 10? Guess we will cut when it's yellowed out more.

My best guess is the mid 50* weather really slowed it.

Also whaaaaaaa. Purple? Prettyyyyy.

 

[dire wolf]

Hey bunkerking , hope all is good with you , your finished plant looks really nice..

 

[bunkerking]

Hey bunkerking , hope all is good with you , your finished plant looks really nice..

Thanks mate. Sorry if I've been ignoring you. Just trying to get life unfucked.

There is hope just gonna be a rough few months.

 

[bunkerking]

Yay! my seed order just got processed!

We can still grow outdoors now easily without worry of daylight hours if i move to this new place. yay meds, yay cbd.

If I dont like this place, maybe ill find a place with space for a tent.

 

[bunkerking]

Maybe this is why that the nursery was selling mku stock. Just takes ages to finish, maybe wants less light. Would love to see more purple come out. If dog trap is a male. Could make a dope hybrid with those. It's for sure mku but, maybe a reg seed? No idea on its history outside of commercial nursery stock.

Dropping it to 10 hours of light. See if it can amber up abit faster. Need it cut in days.

 

[Cattapilla]

You shouldn't be moving anywhere right now if you can avoid it while they want people to stay put, for health reasons.

 

[bunkerking]

You shouldn't be moving anywhere right now if you can avoid it while they want people to stay put, for health reasons.

I don't really have tons of other options.

I can stay for a few more months but have to be apart of the selling process.
That really is getting to me. I just struggle when I cant control my environment.

Shes just freaking out cause the market is questionable and put it up for sale early.
Expect when i told her give me 30 day notice before you sell the house.

I meant 30 day notice before the house gets listed and that process starts.

So they are mad at me for having to pay the mortgage if i move lol... cant win.

So not my fault she listed it early. This is how im adjusting to it, as i don't want to deal with this process for months on end. If they want to list it early. Fine. But that means they need to pay mortgage when i leave because this wasn't agreed upon. They were unsure if they were even going to sell the house. When i moved in.

Gotta just make lemonade with these lemons.