current season

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consider, poppin sum fruities... gonna b a few beasts... might could cull some lesser, examples n plop in some... eweeeeoh... taller, strainz...

 

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locate zip tie, stash... cords... hazard... annoyance... vacuum bait... expense...

folks, invest in fire extinguishers n safety poop... worth it. if we were a lucky, demographic, we wouldn't b growin, cannabis.

 

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if imma go blind, starin at led's, all day... get serious about the pboy, reup cause ya might as well plaster the splash guards, with centerfolds... besides my own moobs, might could b the last things i c. worth it! tax breaks n bus rides; designated drivers! already got free parking. rarely, use it: phat guys n tards, like me n med, need the exercise. when else am i gonna get out n not b pinning some bar, down.

check Amazon, for braille section, just n case. good way to meet women, who can't see, they're gonna need a tranni lift, to get under the flapped, hood.

 

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best upgrade to 3 ton, jack stands, while on amzn

 

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word to the wise: if ur gonna grow... roll, clean shaven... don't look like a, "bohemian"/bum/head...

note to self: shave, this year

 

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the clones, already had issues/deficiencies, being limped, along... so we expect the high n, signs, from the mothers, as i was still battling, flora trio... may c cmag, issues, heat n wind, but... as they progress... and we know the bigtop, has fresh, corrected, nutes n as shock, settles... more afflicted, growth, will b ocd defol'd... now, i have seen damage, passed off, in genes... but doubt, this will happen, as i didn't entirely jack any ph, with the parents; we'll c. already seen improvement n spurt so all recoverable n good, healthy, signz.

i remember toying, with topping, etc, in the cloner... imma guess some of these future, beasts... had that done.

i c minimal, leaf curl... what is that, phos k? always, forget. anyway, I'll b able to up the nutes, soon, enough. better to starve em, a bit, than to acquiesce, to their n, addictions.

 

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we're connecting with each other, sharing tech n observations, as books become obsolete, the moment we finish, experimenting...
i went to a pain doc, last wk... a surgeon/neurologist, today; at least he heard n input.

either we're in the wrong place, i am... or it's delusion, but there really seems to b a disconnect and legal, fear line, between we, doin the research n Guinea piggin ourselves... so we don't hurt anybody... where n who do we take our findings? any med pros, listening? it's not like pain mgrs r goin to botanical, education n have a desire to play n tha dirt n we all target, specific, needs. is it just me, or u guys feel a lil helpless, too and if so... how do we put smart people, together? wtf?!!! it's maddening.
i know of the rare n few, aunt edna's, but I'm not in it for the $.

 

[SadBadGrower]

Do you think it would be better if you went from that frontside to get over on the other side if you go over from the other side or is it better on the left side to follow on that lower side to get up to that other side?

 

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i access it from "the far side", when i get a wild, pistal, hair. otherwise... i just walk around, or as the crow flies, both inside and out. twisted up in the game, with my brain, scooped, like a Sunday, except it's another, manic Monday. at least, if i got copd free, rest, i could decompress, from 32psi and get some well earned rest, n perhaps, cop a feelski, on my lovely g's, breast, but u know the rest cause ur absolutely, the best, but i digress; u really put me, to the test, i must confess.
who's on furst?

the far side
-sbg

 

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the doc, mentioned, regulation, being n the way, but as we r anonymous, here... y do we not c these real pros? i will speak to my obgyn ( ;P ) n pot scribe n c what we can c.

vet suicide prevention, pres, is in step n jumpin hurdles both, at home, as well as politically... u go, girl! had only silence, for a while.

 

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if china, or north Korean's took action from the pink floyd side, we would have images n our faces, of the silos... on the news, within minutes. if nothing else, we have other than high res n night vision to survey n report, from the alternative side, of the tranquil see. now, one may c your home, from satellite, imagery.

i sea no homes, nor the ability, to magnify, as far.

u?

Side of the moon you can't see 'is not dark, it's just far'

Despite the name of Pink Floyd's best-selling album, the side of the moon you can't see isn't always dark. But it is far.

phys.org

only if for a night?

 

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credit to the noodle, stirrer... we know who wrote it, but it would never have been a steaming pile, without proper, motivation... or so Confucius would've said, had he a SmilinAppropriateGrowinMuse

 

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eh huh...

amazedathaze

good, applicable, article, from the big cheese

love that gun totin hicks, still greet, with a, "howdy", regardless, of the hour; gun, too...

 

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all i got in me. started freakin. re- triage

 

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and i only got there, lookin for mosh's n now... I'm too ruined to open my piehole, n turn a paragraph on his, to a book. sorry, mosh.

3-4 days... minimal freak, i believe! woohoo!

 

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tyred of

native dreams

changing lives

dreams of home



the indian in the cupboard

on my dreams

swirled with

good years

i was dreaming of the ryan's experience
i don't go in for hooga booga
but there's no denying what i felt
thought i saw
things i cannot discuss
per the cupboard

i was dreaming
of what i would write
about which dream
infinity is
dreams within dreams within a dream
first i got tired
awoke in my dream
in my dreams
i dreamt about
i met a man
i bet if i go through my house
paperwork
i will find an estimate
for repairing an inspectors
dreams of money
and larry the roofer's name
will be on one of two estimates
i met a third man
he spoke poorly of the first
contractor handyman
when one must down another
to make their work
look better
in a new land
whom do you trust
in the land of all things that kill

one seals up heart and hearth
closes the door to life faith and
trust
i met a dream
of lost possibilities and mentally
mapped connections
i met a man
last august
my life began behaving
like leaky roofs and
gaping holes
this man proved himself
he only asked 10%
of a sweaty wadd of kash
he had seen me
losing my grasp on

would you care for a drink
does one require a beverage
swimming in a swirling pool
or are our lives not made to digest
livers of salt water

i met a man
life is but a dream
clue
my dream has already started
my life has already changed

in a hospital yesterday
minimal alterations

perhaps i have been
lookin for daddys

perhaps i was with one
in jimmy
perhaps i got to know him
working and playing
with a roofer
and he's not really a roofer

he's a heart contractor
guardian
and my good friend

my royal family
said to me
my dream would change my life

it's a 74 year old
and 40 sum
year
old dream

he's not wrong
however all three
dreams of home
already had

and as i waited
with my arm on a gurnee
as one might address a high bar
and watched another o2 sensor
while playing in the sand

tic toc tic toc

i hate reruns
everything went fine
but as i felt
how i felt
i was unable to look at my friend

staring off
in between 80 alarms
daydreaming of another man
under a roofer's roof

another man i met
another neighbor father and friend
a lifetime of searching for
hopefully a good man

so i could grow to love them
and sit next to them
when their o2 sensors
fail

it's upsetting to watch
a grain of sand
slip away to the other side

tic talk
tic toc

a life with without fathers
a neighbor and
father of a murdered child
in a fathered life
good people
in a few good men


beginning with Ziggy
home is where the heart is
ending with
dreams of home


in a little town
"that's my dream of
heaven"

 

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art is

singers sing about
things which influenced their lives
we only have so many words

until it becomes plagiarism
or paraphrasing

musicians play notes
about things which
influenced their lives

we only have so many notes

at what point...

painters paint
about things
which influenced their lives

we only have so many colors

at what point...

so when one
paints writes and sings
with a tornado in mind

and uses the tools before "him"

at what point

because i write about
nouns
4w's & an h
have influenced my life

with the tools i have before me

and toys which may
be taken away

"I'm just
paraphrasing
here "

 

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things are not what they seam

one may read it and think

he thought of a few songs, possibly a few pictures and handful of people

and as one reads
one may think
of a handful of people

and when a category 5
is brewing
and coffee is ready

as i write it
think exponential terpenes
exponentially more people paintings songs
i thought of tens of peoples
at least
i thought of tens of paintings
at least
i thought of tens of many things
and sent messages to infinitely more
in each letter each word inference and note

maybe 4 will read this
perhaps a handful more
or 4+4 and
perhaps infinitely more

so if YOU
think it's about YOU
or someone YOU KNOW I KNOW
or someone YOU KNOW

it is
i thought about YOU
all
and i thought 4+4
but YOU KNOW
what
i thought about
exponentially more

 

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in a previous freakout
excuse me
please

EPISODE

i had already posted the "painted" art
which n who
influenced me most
and as i hate reruns
felt adding them to that story
would've been redundant
ya seen em; ya know...
and sweaty wadd of cash...
i forgot the movie... not my words
obviously influenced by...

 

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and while u Google and say
yeah
i seen it
too

crazy is exponentially deeper
and #3 is so far beyond that thought
as hyde
calculates
the year i learned the word
exponent
the man who said it
how he defined it
how much easier it made my
mathematical life
and the art he imparted
for winning some
competition
was a rattle and hum
3 piece fold out

as he allowed us to work on our tans
on beach towels laden with sunscreen
bazz lerman
freeing our minds
and sharing his trust

there r many ways to learn
many ways to say
you influenced me
thank you
father teacher friend
of the lake
of the Netherlands
poe

and now he'll live forever
perhaps as he wanted to
perhaps in the end
and beginning

as children and old "men" do

-thank you