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Kim's Beginner Diary

Since we are posting statue pics now, here's my 2 cents, been in family for years This is awesome. Now I can print off y'alls pictures and post them next to mine. When I meditate, y'all can get the good vibes. Of course, with permission first.
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I'm using this to help me verbalize on another "plane" if you will. I'm of the mind that the more message I send out, the more likely the messages will land where they need to. Thank you for your patience with me while I type out such things.

I've lost contact with one of my brothers. He's in OH and there are a lot of sick people there. He's an IV drug user and his cocktail is a heroin/meth/whatever else is available concoction. I tried to get him to come here not too long ago and he told me that he was too dirty to come around me and that he respected me too much. (Isn't that some shit that we have created people that think they are unworthy of another person's compassion and love?) He's been through a hard time, many things I didn't find out about until recently (we have different mothers). He has always been a really nice and loving kid (almost ten years between us). My hope is that if he is sick (I feel like he is) that he finds his Godspark within himself and can use this as an opportunity to become whole again. We all deserve a peaceful journey either way we turn.

Peace be with each and every one of you. 🙏 💗🙏
 
Two things, one is on the pettiness scale:

@dire wolf Do you remember when I went all in to help that joker not to long ago about his wife losing her break with reality? I think I had mentioned something later, when I realized that I had been had that I wondered if it had to do with some big story that was trying to come out from the west of the U.S. a couple of years ago about people who get sick from smoking cannabis. If I hadn't, that's what that guy's story reminded me of. ANYWAY...I signed into a popular business social media platform today and there the story was. Imagine that. I had to check myself on the reality scale because I thought it was the same article, but nope. The pictures are different, but the names are the same. Anyway, synchronicity. You would think I would not be such a sucker at 47, but I am actually grateful for it in a way.

Onto more serious, scientific matters:
I just read the science behind how the virus spreads so far and wide. It likes to basically kill all liver functionality. So...if anyone has a problem with alcohol (most of society has some margin of dependence [no judgement]), your liver will be primed for replication. It likes to send a widespread virus across your body at one time by disabling the liver.

If you take a trip from the liver, fluid likes to go from your liver to your kidneys....where further filtration occurs (via kidney tubules [think like sponge straws here] which filters out bad and good. So now, scientists are in a chicken before the egg situation because no one is sure which comes or came first. Option 1 is where they are heading now, but it's subject to change.

So, you break it down...if your liver is being destroyed...why is it being destroyed? Your liver's job is to filter out the yuck, send some to the spleen (washing machine of our blood) to be cleaned for whole blood, the rest as excrement...meaning there would have to be intestinal involvement, therefore gastrointestinal involvement...stomach filters to the liver, too.

Yes, it's exhausting in my brain, Y'all. All of this to say, it sounds like to me either way, this virus like to cause sepsis quickly. Eat more spicy foods...vinegars...even if you don't like them. Eat more Vitamin C. Sit in the sun (Don't be ridiculous). Open your windows, etc, if you can.
 
This is awesome. Now I can print off y'alls pictures and post them next to mine. When I meditate, y'all can get the good vibes. Of course, with permission first.
Of course you have my complete permission to print, view, use my pics/posts any way you wish that is not harmful to yourself or others
 
Of course you have my complete permission to print, view, use my pics/posts any way you wish that is not harmful to yourself or others
Awesome. Thank you. Where are you in relation to me? Pick your direction, please.
 
Two things, one is on the pettiness scale:

@dire wolf Do you remember when I went all in to help that joker not to long ago about his wife losing her break with reality? I think I had mentioned something later, when I realized that I had been had that I wondered if it had to do with some big story that was trying to come out from the west of the U.S. a couple of years ago about people who get sick from smoking cannabis. If I hadn't, that's what that guy's story reminded me of. ANYWAY...I signed into a popular business social media platform today and there the story was. Imagine that. I had to check myself on the reality scale because I thought it was the same article, but nope. The pictures are different, but the names are the same. Anyway, synchronicity. You would think I would not be such a sucker at 47, but I am actually grateful for it in a way.

Onto more serious, scientific matters:
I just read the science behind how the virus spreads so far and wide. It likes to basically kill all liver functionality. So...if anyone has a problem with alcohol (most of society has some margin of dependence [no judgement]), your liver will be primed for replication. It likes to send a widespread virus across your body at one time by disabling the liver.

If you take a trip from the liver, fluid likes to go from your liver to your kidneys....where further filtration occurs (via kidney tubules [think like sponge straws here] which filters out bad and good. So now, scientists are in a chicken before the egg situation because no one is sure which comes or came first. Option 1 is where they are heading now, but it's subject to change.

So, you break it down...if your liver is being destroyed...why is it being destroyed? Your liver's job is to filter out the yuck, send some to the spleen (washing machine of our blood) to be cleaned for whole blood, the rest as excrement...meaning there would have to be intestinal involvement, therefore gastrointestinal involvement...stomach filters to the liver, too.

Yes, it's exhausting in my brain, Y'all. All of this to say, it sounds like to me either way, this virus like to cause sepsis quickly. Eat more spicy foods...vinegars...even if you don't like them. Eat more Vitamin C. Sit in the sun (Don't be ridiculous). Open your windows, etc, if you can.
Sorry about your experience with that weirdo, didn't know how to warn you away from him without coming across badly, you dont know me & it's not really my business if I'm not asked into it but I had hard time minding my own business on that guy
 
Look at these beauties! I'm in love all over again.

The girls are super excited, you can tell by how they are waving their leaves all around.

The boys made me laugh. I swear they bowed up at each other when I was capturing pollen today. I had to actually manhandle them apart and separate them further.
 

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Sorry about your experience with that weirdo, didn't know how to warn you away from him without coming across badly, you dont know me & it's not really my business if I'm not asked into it but I had hard time minding my own business on that guy
I appreciate your support. I have realized it's a trait of mine that I believe the best in people, until there's a reason not to. I'm grateful that I'm not so far down in darkness that I don't have compassion anymore. You have no idea just how grateful I am for that. There are many in my line of work that are so sunk in apathy that my heart breaks for them. Either way, thank you for the moral support. 🙏
 
I'm using this to help me verbalize on another "plane" if you will. I'm of the mind that the more message I send out, the more likely the messages will land where they need to. Thank you for your patience with me while I type out such things.

I've lost contact with one of my brothers. He's in OH and there are a lot of sick people there. He's an IV drug user and his cocktail is a heroin/meth/whatever else is available concoction. I tried to get him to come here not too long ago and he told me that he was too dirty to come around me and that he respected me too much. (Isn't that some shit that we have created people that think they are unworthy of another person's compassion and love?) He's been through a hard time, many things I didn't find out about until recently (we have different mothers). He has always been a really nice and loving kid (almost ten years between us). My hope is that if he is sick (I feel like he is) that he finds his Godspark within himself and can use this as an opportunity to become whole again. We all deserve a peaceful journey either way we turn.

Peace be with each and every one of you. 🙏 💗🙏
12/23/2010 was the last time I used an IV drug. It is very well possible with the willingness to want to change. Positive vibes to your brother wherever he is, from southern Cali.
BurnZ
 
12/23/2010 was the last time I used an IV drug. It is very well possible with the willingness to want to change. Positive vibes to your brother wherever he is, from southern Cali.
BurnZ
Thank you, My Friend. I'm going to take your message as a sign. 🙏 💗
 
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