it really sucks that i can not get good herb here locally. it makes this withdrawal shit one emotional coaster ride.. maybe it would be the same with no weed. but i know if the weed is even average which is what they call top shelf.. it helps keep my mind in check.. and also kills the morning sickness which about killed me dis morning. hah
i was really not good.. i feel better now some.. but tomorrow morning i fear what is waiting for me.
21 pages shows progress? unfortunately, i do not think of things like such at the moment at the moment ( i guess im taking withdrawals harder than most.. the drug was hard as hell on me i know that, waking up throwing up needing that pill every morning for the last 3 years or some shit, i forget now exact.. i just went w with the flow like a jackass. 5 months from now im sure ill be glad iv did this.. was my choice which the doctor pointed out to me, when i bitched at them for not having a plan to get people off opiates etc. ).. hell i do not even want to think about tomorrow.. let alone yesterday. but yeah i get your meaning.
so i just apologize now for my behavior.
so hope everyone can bust out of whatever cage you maybe in..
rock on.
chris.
ps,
looks like i cant get into the doctor for my eeys for 2 weeks, fucking specialist.. yet my left eye is about 80 percent blind. probably genetic so they wont be able to do anything.. just hopefully its only one eye i will go blind in.