Its just a plant, I have kids and if things were different they would be helping me grow it. Theres nothing anyone could do to keep me from growing, if they come get me today Ill pop some beans tomorrow or whenever I get out, I feel like Its my God given right and theyll have to pry my watering can from my cold dead hand before I will stop...
In my case I have extreme ptsd and tbi, I will bite my kids heads off at the drop of a hat alot a d if it werent for cannabis NOBODY would be able to be around me. 2 or 3 weeks without bud and I am full on manic with paranoid delusions, hallucinations and screaming rants for no good reason soo...
If my 15 year search for a good doctor, if any of them had ever prescribed a medication that worked, and kept working like cannabis does then Id probably not be here right now. Id be taking pills like everyone else.
Well you have 2 diff posts there so im gonna try to take them both into acct. First off, I can tell you have some conditions. Now IM no dr, so im not gonna act like I know what they are. But I as well as everyone that reads your posts see's the effects of them, and I will leave that there.
I also think that mj helps you and is something you medically need, esp to the alternative, pills.
But I have a feeling jr, you never been to the big house. I dont see you, esp with your condition, left untreated, in prison, being able to handle it and coexhist with Inmates way more extreme than anything you have ever seen. And they would smell you out!
So your comment that if they caught you, you would be sowing seeds the next day, is I THINK, with out much thought. I also dont think you have ever had your door kicked in at 5am. And im damn sure your wife and kids have not. If she experiences that once, you will never grow again in that house, that for sure! Not to knock your bravado, but homie, your no convict. Maybe an inmate at best. doing a 61 day turn around, but not a convict....
I think op has made a mature dicision, considering the facts he has to work with,
and Frank,
Quitting when your ahead, isn't the same as quitting...... American Gangster