That dog is awesome. I hope LTR took him straight home.
not til fri- snip, chip n clip...
then, i got busted for telling ANYONE, his biz. an unusually, private man. told em
-sc
ok, but u know u play ur cards, closer to the vest, than anyone, really... and i do my best to do right, by my peeps.... and u know my mouth and i tell everything, leading with the worst (trust me, people, eventually, find out), etc... so while I'm not makin excuses and i ain't apologizing... it's likely to happen, again... and u know i mean no harm... you are unusually, private and it takes getting used to.
the bartender, du jour... was the tire gal and we were bringing her alfalfa bales, yesterday. her place.... everything being within 1sq mi... well i kinda figured we'd end up at the club. I'd sent her the pics, while responding to the question of hay... realize... oft: his days r my days, too... and I'm in the narcissistic habit of sharing my day; my life, with my friends, as they do, with me... no harm, no foul. he's just letting me get to know him, still. i mean, it's at least the 2nd time, he's mentioned it.
just different
told me someone, who obviously held sway with him, said
-sway
when u tell someone everything... they know themselves and you... making them smarter... so tell them nothing.
seriously? what a horrible, lesson!
how ever, would our children, learn anything. how else do we keep others, from repeating, our mistakes?
i used to say
-sc
never tell anyone anything you don't want your priest, boss, wife, or best friend, to know and always b honest, with ur doctor, lawyer and tax man...
eventually, people find out... so tell em, up front and if they're still cool with it... well, there's nothing u could say, or do to harm the dynamic, between u & whomever.
bah... i got shyp to do.
ummm... yeah, when we'd finished, with the grass delivery ;D, he said
-ltr
don't tell anyone about the dog... you did, didn't you...
-sc
[flapped my wingspan, turned, walked to my car...]
larry, you know i did
conversation, later
-ltr
what if something happens, between now n Friday, to keep me from getting the dog. then, I'll have explaining to do; it's my... business.
can't say i disagree, but i swear if the sky was blue and u saw a black anomaly, in the sky, only above his property... he would bytch, if u mentioned it, to someone else. it's more of a mania/ptsd type, acute behavior, in my opinion. if such a condition, exists. obviously, history has taught him to b so... guarded.
i mentioned it, before... tellin me about his 4 marriages the first night we went out and literally, friends who've known him, 30yrs... didn't know about all 4.
he chose me, to tell... something, i guess, made him think i was special, or innocuous enough in his life, to share private stuffs, at the time. I'll choose door
#1, but when I've asked y me... he's never really said. i know what i like about me... just wondered what he did.
one of his xxx's, approached, last night. he has plenty to say... i have plenty i don't say. she said something about a discussion, the other day. i remember her showin up, dressed pretty incognito, for her. i mentioned it. i knew something had upset her. i remember saying i was going to keep talking til she did... and that's about it. i mean i know i told part of the tire/grand cyn, adventure...
she said
-we talked about sick, dead n dying peeps
-sc
i have no idea what you're talking about
i was thinkin: who the f have u been talking to... i don't bring my personal shyt, to the bar. who'd believe it, anyway.
i kinda got the feeling and y'all know i don't believe in this shyp... that
#2, or
#3, had entered a convo i have no memory of... or... is it my memory, goin... yeah... it's like someone telling u someone else, had the tv remote and was fucking with u.
i forget some other, prolly inconsequential stuffs.
oh, but i did tell taoni, we might b goin to nor cal, etc... y'all have to know- i know- somehow, sharing this intel... is somehow, going to come back to bite me n the ash.
