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I dont know what to do. I physically cant do that. I cant have 1 bucket in a tent while 3 buckets sit outside the tent being abandoned and be only running at 25% capacity. it just doesnt make sense and bugs my OCD and desire for efficiency. id lose sleep over that.
its frustrating and im ready to throw in the towel here. my ego and pride wont allow me to downgrade RDWC to DWC and also go from 4 to 1. im stubborn and a sucker for punishment I guess.
this isnt rocket science. it IS possible and I know I can do it. I just need to get my head in the game a little bit more. this hydro setup is at the back of my mind and basically abandoned except for my quick ph and ppm test every night. seeing no progress makes me even less motivated and it just becomes a vicious cycle from there. I feel bad for even wasting your guys time by spinning my tires here. trust me, I feel like such an idiot. im mad I wasted $400 on buckets, clay pebbles, an air pump and some hose.
I feel like this hydrogaurd and bascillus bacteria is extremlyyyyyy important and possibly a huge missing piece to my puzzle. wish I didnt drop the ball so hard on that stuff. I got h202 instead. god damnit. was backwards and now its biting me in the ass. this h202 is useless and im begging for hydroguard here. fuck me.
its frustrating and im ready to throw in the towel here. my ego and pride wont allow me to downgrade RDWC to DWC and also go from 4 to 1. im stubborn and a sucker for punishment I guess.
this isnt rocket science. it IS possible and I know I can do it. I just need to get my head in the game a little bit more. this hydro setup is at the back of my mind and basically abandoned except for my quick ph and ppm test every night. seeing no progress makes me even less motivated and it just becomes a vicious cycle from there. I feel bad for even wasting your guys time by spinning my tires here. trust me, I feel like such an idiot. im mad I wasted $400 on buckets, clay pebbles, an air pump and some hose.
I feel like this hydrogaurd and bascillus bacteria is extremlyyyyyy important and possibly a huge missing piece to my puzzle. wish I didnt drop the ball so hard on that stuff. I got h202 instead. god damnit. was backwards and now its biting me in the ass. this h202 is useless and im begging for hydroguard here. fuck me.