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When you state that the way you just did, its hard to beleive the other guy is you that posts... I understood that 100%... I think when yo upost you just need to take time to type out exactly what you mean in terms we can all understand, which is what you did right here.. I was hoping there was someone intelligent just trapped inside a lost soul... Life is hard brother, without a doubt. I spent a few years a little over a decade ago as a chef, addict, prison, till i just changed friends and my thought process.. Oh and i decided to take having a job as the most serious issue in my life and everything else comes second... Everything!It fixes it all actually. All goes away
I talked to a doctor about it before and the PTSD is the root. Everything else is brought on by the environment.
Plus it levels out the diabetes great also if curious. It been out of whack for a long time. Which is also the problem.
This is why I'm trying to go back home. Card is easy to get and all the problems will cease and I'll be able to live like a person again.
Just hard to find a place
The one person I k ew that would let me crash is old. She says yes come, u don't even have to pay rent. Then what happens is every one else wants to show up too then they get stressed and flips about it. But at the same time she tells me she wants me to come and requests I come.....But it makes it hard when the fleas attack all at the same time.
If I went I could probably get my card following payday. But then I would have to find a place. I got other friends who will roommate.
But renting a place costs 1500 to move in . Just hard to get situated.
I know I seem like a nut on here. Sry guys
Ive been supporting myself 100% ever since. Early 2000 got a job, finished parole, and never looked back... those were dark times before that, if we want to judge my life on being a success...
I thought born to be wild was made for me and i thought everyone tried to live out Hank Williams songs :)